I was hoping to send an email and get a response about mind reading/control, so I am submitting this to hopefully get more information regarding the possibility and probability that I could be a guinea pig for such a device.

After about 7 months of various bizarre happenings in my life that I think began with a dream of how to properly prepare for birth or arrival of aliens (space-type), and so far have reached its most influential point with apparent audio, video, and sensory stimulation for various scenarios, I finally thought to do a web search for "mind reading" and just came across your website. I have suspected that I have been a guinea pig for a mind reading/communicating device for about 4 months. I have also suspected my ex of having had some type of device implanted in me (various possibilities for the bodily location that have come up are either one or all of the following: subcutaneous, dental, in the sinus, somewhere around or behind the eye, or in the esophogus (throat area except for the battery - if any of this is to be believed - which was supposedly attached to the inside of the stomach). I have shared this information with my family and have been put into a psychological institution 3 times as a result. My family looks at me with crystal meth colored glasses now, because while my ex and I were together he pushed crystal meth rather diligently and a friend told my brother about this. Because this personally sensative information was given to a family member, every problem I bring up to my family is considered to be caused by crystal meth (even though I quit using it after I broke up). My current speculation on the subject is that the alien dream was a test of the system to see if information induced/ given/ stimulated/ during a dream can be recalled. One night while my ex and I were together, spooned in bed going to sleep, I heard his voice in my mind. I was somewhere between awake and asleep. This riveted me out of falling asleep and made a very strong impression. Soon after this and one other significant event (the other being me making my ex leave as a result of his bizarre behaviour and crystal meth), I began to hear various things coming from certain electric and electric/gas motors. At first I heard music, and then later I would hear voices and sounds. Eventually hearing them only in motors ceased, except on rare occasion, and I began to hear them both in my head and in my ear - sometimes one or both. At one time a sound test was conducted and I was instructed (by the voices), to tell whether I heard the sounds being used to test and where I heard them. Later I was followed, when I tried to escape being put into a psychiatric institution, by an Army of supposedly law enforcement officers that were "testing" new high tech crystal meth detection, law enforcement, and recovery devices/methods. After that various themed scenarios were played out using these devices and I was unable to resist interacting because I thought these scenarios were real. Eventually I began to suspect that my audio, visual and sensory perceptions were being manipulated and that most of the scenarios were artificial. One of the scenarios was supposedly the testing of an electronic / ultrasonic / high radio frequency device implanted somewhere in my head that was going to be used to communicate with astronauts during flights of long duration. Frequently, supposedly, my neural synapses were interferred with so that I could not sleep, enjoy pleasure, or feel pain, and I would be sent out to test the device(s) with one of the various scenarios. My ex showed up during one of these "tests" and later it seemed that I could not ever hide from these "researchers." I then suspected a global positioning sattelite device was also being used. There a more details about my experience - such as the "monitor" through which I seem to be connected to those who are conducting this research, that I will be glad to share with anyone who could help me find some concrete evidence of what I am going through . I have since tried to contact various organizations to find out if anyone is testing such a device or if anyone has even heard of such a device. I hope you have some good news for me regarding my paranoia (there ARE people out to get me!). Sincerely, Steve A. Martin 404-755-0157